Written January 4,2014
Church on Sunday was off the chain! Had I listened to the devil and stayed home, I would have missed the blessing and so would my children. So, I got dressed in clothes that barely fit ( lost 20 lbs during my short depression I will call it) my hair was just there and a somber attitude. There was no joy on Sunday, even though I knew I was going to the house of the Lord.
As per usual, I tried to contain the tears as praise and worship service goes forth. Testimonies and praises go forth and normally I can't contain my tears. I was being stubborn because I would have rather been in my bed but when I tried to lay back down I heard the Lord clear as day say, "GO!" Praises were going forth and the prophetess sent for me. I took off my coat and approached the pulpit. What she told me broke the flood gates and the tears began to flow. She said the devil has done too much to you lately and now its time to stomp on his head. I really couldn't tell you what happened next because I don't really remember. I just remember being on the floor sobbing uncontrollably, thanking and praising God. When I was able, I rose to my feet and attempted to go to my seat. I was out of breath and woozy and I could not stop the tears.
Not long after I took my seat the prophetess called my daughter. Oh and the things she told my baby, I knew it was no body but the Lord. My baby girl cried and praised and I sobbed uncontrollably yet again. As I sobbed I felt someone sit next to me and put their arms around me...it was my middle son Joshua and that made me sob even harder.
Needless to say we had an awesome time in the Lord. My bff said, some chains were broken and thay my baby girl will never be the same. So monday morning she rose unbeknownst to me and took a shower. When the heat cycled off, I heard my daughter in the shower singing....the song playing was Nobody Greater. You have no idea what that did to my soul. My soul cried hallelujah! I was on full all over again. Full of joy and pride and gratitude that the Lord saw fit to touch my baby and the chains that held her in bondage. She now knows that He truly loves her and that she has a purpose as one of His chosen.
